OK.

我想，我一直都会是这样的一个人：喜欢我的人，我永远也不可能会喜欢；而我喜欢的人，也永远不会把我做的一切事情放在心上。

The cycle continues...

一个人走 无聊的路口
我还在做梦 以为你会喜欢我
我的希望落空 而香烟不离手
抽到我心很痛.

张震岳 - 路口

后会有期...

FlyinDance.

Brother and Sister.

Thank you, 哥哥... for believing in me.

这两个月以来，我很努力地不去想起她。
毕竟饭还是得吃，觉还是得睡，
课还是得上，论文还是得赶。
我希望自己不会无时无刻地想起她，
而这种希望就好像我希望天空不是蓝色的；
就好像我希望树木不是绿色的；
就好像我希望星星不在黑夜里闪耀；
就好像我希望太阳不在白天时高照。
我知道，我是在希望一种不会发生的情况。
没想到在现实生活中，我还是扮演着第二种人的角色。

蔡智恒 -- "第一次的亲密接触"

Off comes the makeup; off comes the clown's disguise.

So after close to three months of rehearsing, 20 Dec 2007 has finally come to an end, and now I don't know where and how to shelve these feelings of newfound love and appreciation for theatre, and of course, 'acting'.

Nonetheless, thank you, to every single one of you in this photo, to the others who did not manage to appear in this photo, to the friends who cheered me on in spirit, also to the people who wanted to give their support in person but couldn't (due to language and continental barriers, hehe)... I am grateful and thankful to all of you, for making me feel like a real celebrity AND a superstar, even for those few miserable hours :) *Mwaaahh*

....... 还有你。谢谢你那句用中文说的 “折断一只脚”，我会永远记得。

But I hope you're smiling
As you're filing out the door
As they say in this business
That's all there is
There isn't anymore.

Bobby Darin - The Curtain Falls.

Oh, and just for the record... number of local celebs I shook hands with at Jubilee Hall so far = 4!!!!! Bwahahhaha. Seriously, Yeo Y__ Y__????!!!!????!!!!! *dies*

Nothing lasts forever.

As it is every 14th of December, your favourite breakfast and a can of your favourite soft drink.

Happy Birthday, couz.

How to save a life.

DILEMMAS IN LIFE, PART ONE -- ASKING A GUY OUT

I understand that it's really no big deal in this day and age, but there is just something extraordinary about a girl asking a guy out on a one-on-one date, even if it's just for casual 'coffee' or a 'movie'. And despite what everyone else says (men who proclaim on forums online that it is a huge turn-on when a girl makes the first move, your friends who remind you that life is short and you should totally GO FOR IT, and the whole 'oh well at least I tried' consolation when things don't go your way, blah blah), taking the initiative to ask a guy out is, in my opinion, a very daunting task.

First, I am someone who absolutely subscribes to the "Be a man; take initiative" philosophy (sorry, still quite old-fashioned here). I strongly believe that men should definitely OFFER to pay for the first date (even if he doesn't pay for the entire outing eventually, but please offer to do so, goddammit), hold the door open for the lady, or prove his gentlemanly qualities such as letting the lady walk ahead of him or texting to ask if she got home safe, so on and so forth... which is why I also think that it is more 'proper' for the man to do the asking-out, for the first time at least. But of course, it doesn't always happen, so we go on about how girls in the 21st century can take the initiative to ask a guy out, too. And although we talk so much about male-female equality these days, I find it difficult to accept that, YES, girls can make the first move too, without them having to over-analyse the situation.

Why, then, is it so bloody difficult to muster that courage to get a guy to go out with you? I mean, if the terrifying R word (i.e. REJECTION) is what we girls say we are afraid of, isn't it the same for guys? Does it necessarily mean that men swallow rejection better than women do?

Of course I can't say that this applies to all the women out there, but for me at least, if the guy is not making the first move to ask me out, then he probably is not interested anyway. So why bother going to all that trouble, mustering all that courage to put myself out there, only to receive that dreaded SMS reply, "Hmm, how about some other time? :)" (and of course we know that there will most probably NEVER be "some other time") Why yes, then there is the argument that the guy could be shy and afraid of asking, too. But then again, WHY should I even think about going out with a guy who isn't manly enough to ask me out?!

I could go on forever about this issue/debate on girls making the first move, but I guess I can only conclude now that -- girls, if the guy you fancy hasn't asked you out yet, then the guy most probably doesn't feel the same way, and if he is just TOO shy to do so, you shouldn't consider going out with a guy like that anyway. SERIOUSLY.

Or perhaps... he already has a girlfriend and has yet to ask permission from her if he can meet up with a "pretty" female friend for casual coffee.

WTF.

Maybe you might have some advice to give

On how to be insensitive?

Jann Arden - Insensitive.

As always, the song that's top of the charts in my love life.