Back to loneliness.

Three hours of school today - first two at Jap class, the third at Gender studies tutorial. Touched on the POPULATION issue. It was odd though, like in India they have the government forcing women to go for sterilisation, while at the other end of the world (ie: Singapore), we are worried about our declining birth rates. Felt suuuuuper embarrassed when I was asked about Singapore's three-child benefits thing, because I couldn't remember what exactly the benefit was. Paid maternity leave, educational benefits or what?!? I had to apologise for not being able to explain in-depth. ARRRRGH!!!! And it didn't help being the only Singaporean in that class. I need to read more of the Straits Times -_-

On another note, my tutors (every single one) this semester rock. Never had tutors like them for the previous semesters. I feel blessed for having some motivation to go for my lessons... haha.

Spotted cool + funky + aloof + sporty babe in Jap class. I think I've stared at her for like the 4th time in 3 weeks? Today I found out that she is Singaporean too because she came up to me during the game this afternoon and we exchanged a few words. She asked me where I lived. "Err... St Kilda" I replied. "No lah. I mean Singapore." How weird. (You want to share cab from the airport already ah? I was thinking. Well anyway, I realised we can't, because she lives at Marine Parade... haha). I won't say she's like hwar-hwar pretty or what. Just... attractive.

Oh, and her name's Anne too. It killed me.

Dad (and Mom?), maybe "Anne" would be a better name for me. I just might have a higher chance of looking pretty.

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PS: Sekiguchi sensei makes me nervous.

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In the midst of the crowd I wanted to tell you how I felt,
But you only wanted to hear me tell a joke.

Paraphrased and translated from "Lonely Christmas", my current obsession.