Going home.

The two-week September vacation is approaching and well, I do admit a huge part of me wants to go back home, together with mm and Gin. I want to watch "Turn Left Turn Right". I want to celebrate Z's birthday. But I've got shitty work to do (the 2500 word essay on FDR, 2000 word on French Revolution, 2000 word on New Right Criminology and 2000 word on tourism and migration!!!) and... Tony Bennett & KD Lang on 1st October. And above everything else, I don't want to spend my dad's money on the ticket for silly 2-week vacations anymore. Which means I cannot go back. And even if I brought those shitty work back home to do, chances are I won't be able to concentrate on them anyway. So... Sob.

The more I think about September 10, the more upset I get because... the film "Turn Left Turn Right" is not going to and will never be screened here. Everyone in Singapore is anticipating the screening. Everyone in Singapore is waiting to catch Takeshi Kaneshiro. Everyone in Singapore loved the book, especially... me. IT. JUST. ISN'T. FAIR. You people in Singapore don't know how lucky you are. (Sob. Does anyone out there know how I feel? Porridge_Zou in particular?)

I shall stop thinking about it. I must. But why? Why am I the one who has to miss it?! Okay okay, there's the VCD and possibly the DVD but still. Watching it in cinema (during its feature period) has a different effect, you know. BOOOOOOO.


I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.

George Michael - Careless Whisper