Overdose.

I realise that people blog so much more than usual during the exams. This is my second post in less than 24 hours but I can't help it. The thought of my upcoming essay due Friday (effectively tomorrow) makes me sick, and I need some distraction. It would be nice if I could write my essay as fast as I blog.

If Gerry's room was a bomb site, mine would be a remake of Hiroshima in 1945.



In view of the evidence shown above, the impact of the two atomic bombs that were dropped in Japan were indeed very deadly...

I have pics of the floor too but I shall refrain from putting them up lest I freak the hell out of you guys ;p

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This has probably been repeated countless times but I will say it again anyway: The world that we live in, is an unfair one.

Everyone wants to look good, to be born good looking - and we human beings are naturally attracted to good looking people. Yes, physical appearances aren't everything, but it's a very important first step to establishing a connection with someone (ie: getting someone to have a good impression of you, or to have an interest in you). If your looks are below average, the chances of someone wanting to get to know you better would probably be slimmer than that of a person who's twice as attractive. Similarly, it'd probably take alot less for you to reciprocate someone else's feelings if that person was good looking.

I wouldn't use the word ugly, because everyone will look good to someone, somehow. It's just that people with average or below average looks tend to have it more difficult when it comes to getting someone interested, I guess. I may be wrong, but it was just a thought that crossed my mind today. We all love good looking people, no matter how much we tell ourselves that the inside is more important. I find it quite a waste how so many people with amazing personalities miss out on chances in love just because they don't look as good as others.

With that being said, I can't do anything if I'm born this way, can I? No, I am not jealous or bitter or envious or resentful.

Like I already said, the world in which we live is an unfair one.

You said you go for looks. I don't blame you for that ... because we all do, inevitably. But I guess hearing it come from you didn't feel too good, that's all.

Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me?

Kasey Chambers - Am I Not Pretty Enough?

I hate this song 'cos it's so irritatingly annoying, but just for tonight's topic...