everyone around me is missing home.

okay, perhaps we are missing home all the time, but as the exams draw nearer and the pressure starts coming down heavier, the thoughts of going home just seem so much stronger.

piggy misses her folks and... well, naturally, her other close bitches/sluts/hussies. (okay, friends.)
knnb (i still don't know WHY she wants to be called knnb, of all names in the world) just had her 20th birthday on the 18th. felt really bad we couldn't give her a better celebration... becos of the oncoming exams. on top of everything else, her lio is somewhere at field camp back home and couldn't even call or msg to wish her happy birthday.
sigh.

i think it really sucks when it's your birthday and you have to be so far away from home, for one thing.
it sucks too, when it's the exam period and your friends have to squeeze out whatever free time they have to get you presents and prepare your birthday surprise. (but don't worry knnb, we'll definitly make it up to you.... with a goldmember treat! hehe!)
its bad enough having to celebrate it without your significant other (well if you have one, that is), let alone THINKING about how you used to celebrate it with him or her the previous year... or years, for that matter.
and for my dearest knnb, he couldn't even CALL.

a sudden realisation --- my turn's coming in 4 months.
this is NOT a hint, to those of you reading this! haha.
but then again, my 20th will be spent in melbourne too.
then piggy's. then sebastianne's. (no there is no feminine version for the name sebastian. this is a fictitious one.. hehe)
the list goes on and on.

and yes, after talking about piggy and knnb missing their homes and special somebodies...

i miss Z.
very much.