i said certain things i shouldn't have, to this someone i consider a friend.

the friend who took the initiative to say hi on the first day of school - and spent an hour chatting with me in the library.
the friend who never handed in homework assignments - but came out really fine for the A's.
the friend who appreciated the piano playing behind the dark red curtains of the lecture theatre - and sang along.
the friend who sat through those boring free periods with me in the canteen - with or without food.
the friend who agreed to watch CQ's monologue performance with me - no questions asked. (well, maybe just a little...)

although this friend won't ever get to read this blog entry, i guess there's still that hardest word i have to say...

Dear Puzzled, I'm sorry.